PHOENIX RISING
HERE'S MORE COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS FROM Shelly Leal, Jan Finley, Sonreya, and Vivian Small!
Stephanie has been experiencing a serious illness for several weeks and is working very hard to get well and back to work. We have set up a go fund me page to help with the cost of her medical treatment and recovery journey. Please consider making a contribution to assist her during this time. Details are in the link below. Many thanks and much love.
https://www.gofundme.com/f/stephanie-azaria-calling-all-angels
A BRAND NEW UPDATE FROM STEPHANIE--- OCTOBER 15, 2019
I have made it to the rehab facility, where I am learning to walk again. I have sufficiently recovered from the autoimmune issue, though it remains a very long road home. My lungs and kidneys are getting better every day, but neither is 100% yet. I am still on oxygen, and I will need outpatient dialysis for the near future.
Here in the rehab they are far more focused on getting me mobile again. I would report that my body is less healed in terms of movement than the rest of me. I have long way to go. I might be able to get my Self home in the next week or so, but once there, it is very clear that everything I do has to change. Dialysis takes 12 hours a week. There will be doctor's appointments that are frequent. So everything else.... all my work, has to slow down for a while.
One thing I've learned, from all your Love and support, is that you're with me and you understand. That means so much to me. I will admit that it stabs me every time someone cancels their membership, though I do get it that everyone has their reasons... And I much prefer to focus on those of you who have stuck with me. I intend to make it up to you in whatever way I can.
Everything is changing. Not just for me, but for every one of us. We now live in a very different world. It's more intense, more dangerous, scarier. We all need to adapt to this new environment by taking better care of our Selves. This will take some time.
In fact the next 5-7 years are going to produce the change that doesn't even look possible right now. I have so much to share.
To that end, I have a major announcement to make:
Christine Clemmer and I are reuniting to bring you a major event, on Tuesday November 26 at 12 noon EDT. It will be a 5D crystal calibration as only Christine can offer, followed by new webinar, offered completely freely, in honor of the next worm hole opening, which occurs on that day...CALIBRATING A NEW 20/20 VISION. It will include everything we need to know about the transition to the new world. I wish to give back to all of you who have stood by me so profoundly. Please watch for the event to come up on the site, and register. If you can't be there, you will automatically receive the MP4 of the webinar....
I would like to try and offer up some blogs sporadically for the next two weeks or so. I will say that for a while, I won't be writing daily, but I will return to the astrological/spiritual focus that is my more usual MO. I am aiming for the beginning of November for that...
Thank you all once again for everything, EVERYTHING you've done and continue to do for me... I Love you all so much...
“While you are continuing this practice, week after week, year after year, your experience will become deeper and deeper, and your experience will cover everything you do in your everyday life. The most important thing is to forget all gain ing ideas, all dualistic ideas. In other words, just practice zazen in a certain posture. Do not think about anything. Just remain on your cushion without expecting anything. Then eventually you will resume your own true nature. That is to say, your own true nature resumes itself.”
~Shunryu Suzuki
PHOENIX RISING
HERE'S MORE COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS FROM Shelly Leal, Jan Finley, Sonreya, and Vivian Small!
Stephanie has been experiencing a serious illness for several weeks and is working very hard to get well and back to work. We have set up a go fund me page to help with the cost of her medical treatment and recovery journey. Please consider making a contribution to assist her during this time. Details are in the link below. Many thanks and much love.
https://www.gofundme.com/f/stephanie-azaria-calling-all-angels
A BRAND NEW UPDATE FROM STEPHANIE--- OCTOBER 15, 2019
I have made it to the rehab facility, where I am learning to walk again. I have sufficiently recovered from the autoimmune issue, though it remains a very long road home. My lungs and kidneys are getting better every day, but neither is 100% yet. I am still on oxygen, and I will need outpatient dialysis for the near future.
Here in the rehab they are far more focused on getting me mobile again. I would report that my body is less healed in terms of movement than the rest of me. I have long way to go. I might be able to get my Self home in the next week or so, but once there, it is very clear that everything I do has to change. Dialysis takes 12 hours a week. There will be doctor's appointments that are frequent. So everything else.... all my work, has to slow down for a while.
One thing I've learned, from all your Love and support, is that you're with me and you understand. That means so much to me. I will admit that it stabs me every time someone cancels their membership, though I do get it that everyone has their reasons... And I much prefer to focus on those of you who have stuck with me. I intend to make it up to you in whatever way I can.
Everything is changing. Not just for me, but for every one of us. We now live in a very different world. It's more intense, more dangerous, scarier. We all need to adapt to this new environment by taking better care of our Selves. This will take some time.
In fact the next 5-7 years are going to produce the change that doesn't even look possible right now. I have so much to share.
To that end, I have a major announcement to make:
Christine Clemmer and I are reuniting to bring you a major event, on Tuesday November 26 at 12 noon EDT. It will be a 5D crystal calibration as only Christine can offer, followed by new webinar, offered completely freely, in honor of the next worm hole opening, which occurs on that day...CALIBRATING A NEW 20/20 VISION. It will include everything we need to know about the transition to the new world. I wish to give back to all of you who have stood by me so profoundly. Please watch for the event to come up on the site, and register. If you can't be there, you will automatically receive the MP4 of the webinar....
I would like to try and offer up some blogs sporadically for the next two weeks or so. I will say that for a while, I won't be writing daily, but I will return to the astrological/spiritual focus that is my more usual MO. I am aiming for the beginning of November for that...
Thank you all once again for everything, EVERYTHING you've done and continue to do for me... I Love you all so much...
“While you are continuing this practice, week after week, year after year, your experience will become deeper and deeper, and your experience will cover everything you do in your everyday life. The most important thing is to forget all gain ing ideas, all dualistic ideas. In other words, just practice zazen in a certain posture. Do not think about anything. Just remain on your cushion without expecting anything. Then eventually you will resume your own true nature. That is to say, your own true nature resumes itself.”
~Shunryu Suzuki
PHOENIX RISING
IF YOU MISSED STEPHANIE'S MONTHLY MASTER CLASS #9, STELLIUMS IN THE BIRTH CHART, WHICH TOOK PLACE SATURDAY, SEPTEMBER 14TH, AT 11AM EDT, YOU CAN STILL PURCHASE THIS VALUABLE ADJUNCT TO ANY COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS EDUCATION. YOU CAN ORDER THIS CLASS OR ANY OF THE FIRST EIGHT CLASSES, BY CLICKING ON THE LINK ON THE RIGHT TOOL BAR...
IF YOU'D LIKE TO SET UP A SESSION WITH ME, PLEASE CLICK HERE TO LEARN ABOUT ALL OFFERINGS, INCLUDING CURRENT SPECIALS...
HERE'S MORE COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS FROM Shelly Leal, Jan Finley, Sonreya, and Vivian Small!
Stephanie has been experiencing a serious illness for several weeks and is working very hard to get well and back to work. We have set up a go fund me page to help with the cost of her medical treatment and recovery journey. Please consider making a contribution to assist her during this time. Details are in the link below. Many thanks and much love.
https://www.gofundme.com/f/stephanie-azaria-calling-all-angels
A message from Stephanie - October 6, 2019
Yes, it's me. I am here. This is a one off blog I offer today, because I have been yearning to share with all of you what has happened. The image says it all.
I remember all the sharing about the Virgo Stellium. That's kind of the last thing I remember. It was clearly designed to help us heal, to realign, to clear and prepare for a new life. For me this has turned out to be the understatement of the millennium.
I have a Virgo stellium in my birth chart and it includes my karmic earth star chakra. In the interest of my usual open full disclosure ways, I offer up a condensed version of what has happened, and I leave it open for all. It is intense, and it isn't pretty and the Truth is it is far from over. But I bear this most recent trial by fire as yet another opportunity to master my Self and my Life, and so I whole heartedly embrace it with a wide open heart.
Many of you know I have been dealing with health issues for about seven years now. Earlier this year I dealt with a third recurrence of breast cancer, and moved through it all back to health. Part of that healing process included radiation therapy, and I know a lot of you witnessed me "kicking and screaming" over it. But I did get through it, and that was completed on June 15.
On August 30, during a writing of the CC Book weekend, I became aware that my lungs were messed up. I wish I had learned from my first bout with autoimmune more of what to watch for. The radiation therapy triggered my old autoimmune disease. I went to my lung doctor immediately, and he took a CT scan and diagnosed me with radiation pneumonitis. That is something that happens to a few, and usually disappears with treatment after just a few days.
But this did not. I went through three weeks of getting worse, until i got to a place where I could not take a breath without feeling like I was drowning. I went by ambulance to the hospital, landed in the ICU on September 23, with a very profound recurrence of kidney failure and bleeding into my lungs. They were ready to intubate me, but angels prevailed and they tried many things.
During the course of the last 3 weeks, I have been unable to speak, I have been through two blood transfusions, 5 plasmaphoresis events, 5 dialysis. I have been on a respirator from day one, and only yesterday did I begin to fully breathe on my own.
On day two here in the ICU I was given a chemo infusion to stop the autoimmune attack and it worked. I have spent these last weeks clearing out the damage, to see just how much damage was done. We aren't sure yet, but it looks like God has graced me once again. They say I can fully recover, but it will take a while.
The last time I was in the hospital for about 10 days, but then I got right back to work. I am so sorry to say I am still unable to do that. There is still a lingering issue that makes it hard to get back to my life in any reasonable way, and that is that at the moment I am unable to stand or walk,
This means a rehab facility to learn to walk again. And that could take a week or a month.
So that's the local story. The Truth is, this has been the full blown experience of the Phoenix burning. I have given my life for a new one and I promise you I am brand new. I am sorting through all that matters... and this is clearly a process that I need time to make happen.
So please bear with me. I will write as I can, but I can't promise anything at this moment. I want to thank those many many of you who have reached out to lend Love, Light and support. You mean the world to me. I am making my way back to you, it's just taking longer than I ever dreamed.
To close today, I am reprinting an email that moved me to tears.... I love you all, and I so appreciate those of you who have stayed with me (and those who chose not to). In times like these, there is no one, NO ONE that isn't important in my life.
Hi Stephanie,
I’m a non subscriber but have been reading your weekly horoscopes for some time and you are always spot on. I read you, Michael Lutin, and the aquarium age page and I was sorry to hear you were not well. I thought it was great for you to take a break, we all need a reset button! However having had to deal with some health issues of my own I understand how hard it is to have illness strike suddenly. I just wanted you to know how much I appreciate all the good work in the world that you do, it does not go unnoticed, and I sure hope that you are coming through whatever it is that ails you. It may seem slow, but there is sunshine on the other side of this! Take time to just “be” where ever you are, and enjoy each moment.
I am visualizing only good results and hope you will be feeling better as soon as you can:)
All the best,
Deborah
"You are standing on a bridge watching your Self go by." Baba Ram Das
PHOENIX RISING
IF YOU MISSED STEPHANIE'S MONTHLY MASTER CLASS #9, STELLIUMS IN THE BIRTH CHART, WHICH TOOK PLACE SATURDAY, SEPTEMBER 14TH, AT 11AM EDT, YOU CAN STILL PURCHASE THIS VALUABLE ADJUNCT TO ANY COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS EDUCATION. YOU CAN ORDER THIS CLASS OR ANY OF THE FIRST EIGHT CLASSES, BY CLICKING ON THE LINK ON THE RIGHT TOOL BAR...
IF YOU'D LIKE TO SET UP A SESSION WITH ME, PLEASE CLICK HERE TO LEARN ABOUT ALL OFFERINGS, INCLUDING CURRENT SPECIALS...
HERE'S MORE COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS FROM Shelly Leal, Jan Finley, Sonreya, and Vivian Small!
Stephanie has been experiencing a serious illness for several weeks and is working very hard to get well and back to work. We have set up a go fund me page to help with the cost of her medical treatment and recovery journey. Please consider making a contribution to assist her during this time. Details are in the link below. Many thanks and much love.
https://www.gofundme.com/f/stephanie-azaria-calling-all-angels
A message from Stephanie - October 6, 2019
Yes, it's me. I am here. This is a one off blog I offer today, because I have been yearning to share with all of you what has happened. The image says it all.
I remember all the sharing about the Virgo Stellium. That's kind of the last thing I remember. It was clearly designed to help us heal, to realign, to clear and prepare for a new life. For me this has turned out to be the understatement of the millennium.
I have a Virgo stellium in my birth chart and it includes my karmic earth star chakra. In the interest of my usual open full disclosure ways, I offer up a condensed version of what has happened, and I leave it open for all. It is intense, and it isn't pretty and the Truth is it is far from over. But I bear this most recent trial by fire as yet another opportunity to master my Self and my Life, and so I whole heartedly embrace it with a wide open heart.
Many of you know I have been dealing with health issues for about seven years now. Earlier this year I dealt with a third recurrence of breast cancer, and moved through it all back to health. Part of that healing process included radiation therapy, and I know a lot of you witnessed me "kicking and screaming" over it. But I did get through it, and that was completed on June 15.
On August 30, during a writing of the CC Book weekend, I became aware that my lungs were messed up. I wish I had learned from my first bout with autoimmune more of what to watch for. The radiation therapy triggered my old autoimmune disease. I went to my lung doctor immediately, and he took a CT scan and diagnosed me with radiation pneumonitis. That is something that happens to a few, and usually disappears with treatment after just a few days.
But this did not. I went through three weeks of getting worse, until i got to a place where I could not take a breath without feeling like I was drowning. I went by ambulance to the hospital, landed in the ICU on September 23, with a very profound recurrence of kidney failure and bleeding into my lungs. They were ready to intubate me, but angels prevailed and they tried many things.
During the course of the last 3 weeks, I have been unable to speak, I have been through two blood transfusions, 5 plasmaphoresis events, 5 dialysis. I have been on a respirator from day one, and only yesterday did I begin to fully breathe on my own.
On day two here in the ICU I was given a chemo infusion to stop the autoimmune attack and it worked. I have spent these last weeks clearing out the damage, to see just how much damage was done. We aren't sure yet, but it looks like God has graced me once again. They say I can fully recover, but it will take a while.
The last time I was in the hospital for about 10 days, but then I got right back to work. I am so sorry to say I am still unable to do that. There is still a lingering issue that makes it hard to get back to my life in any reasonable way, and that is that at the moment I am unable to stand or walk,
This means a rehab facility to learn to walk again. And that could take a week or a month.
So that's the local story. The Truth is, this has been the full blown experience of the Phoenix burning. I have given my life for a new one and I promise you I am brand new. I am sorting through all that matters... and this is clearly a process that I need time to make happen.
So please bear with me. I will write as I can, but I can't promise anything at this moment. I want to thank those many many of you who have reached out to lend Love, Light and support. You mean the world to me. I am making my way back to you, it's just taking longer than I ever dreamed.
To close today, I am reprinting an email that moved me to tears.... I love you all, and I so appreciate those of you who have stayed with me (and those who chose not to). In times like these, there is no one, NO ONE that isn't important in my life.
Hi Stephanie,
I’m a non subscriber but have been reading your weekly horoscopes for some time and you are always spot on. I read you, Michael Lutin, and the aquarium age page and I was sorry to hear you were not well. I thought it was great for you to take a break, we all need a reset button! However having had to deal with some health issues of my own I understand how hard it is to have illness strike suddenly. I just wanted you to know how much I appreciate all the good work in the world that you do, it does not go unnoticed, and I sure hope that you are coming through whatever it is that ails you. It may seem slow, but there is sunshine on the other side of this! Take time to just “be” where ever you are, and enjoy each moment.
I am visualizing only good results and hope you will be feeling better as soon as you can:)
All the best,
Deborah
"You are standing on a bridge watching your Self go by." Baba Ram Das
