In this phase of transition from the Piscean to Aquarian age, we are getting what the old story was really about; that our body and soul had to deny Source/Love/Light in order to survive here. This goes against our inherent nature and all laws of the Universe, and we know it… we've always known it. We feel it inherently, reminders are everywhere. And there was human authority, fear, pain, that enforced that old story to the point that we became hypnotized by it. Even while we know it isn't "real", interface with the fear based story pulled us in. And now we are climbing out… out of that story and it's hypnotic effects, and the "outfit" we wore to survive it.
We're stepping out of every part of it… but the challenge/gift is that we cannot leave ANY part of ourSelves behind. Not for a minute. This is the final rigor of May. We are held, reminded, shaken open in whatever way is needed to see and include any part of us that became so stuck that we might want to abandon it and bolt…. cut our losses to find more freedom. But we know too well that we would miss the whole point. The parts of us that became the most stuck have the most powerful resurrection codes: to use past suffering to anchor Light, and as fuel for Love.
Today we enter the completion point of the month. I cannot say the shape of coming change, but it is happening, it is Love driven… and our Light will show us the way.
Cosmic Numbers May 2019
Somehow? we are in the 5th month of this highly transitional year. The month and year are:
5:12 5:3 8
The bright Light of the infinite; '8', is infusing our Soul/Earth self. The result is beautiful, exalted, Cosmic Light on Earth. The processing towards it will cover the full range of low to High, past to present, illuminating gaps in how we bridge in between.
Feeling satisfied that we are caught up with one shift before entering the next, basking in (spacious) awareness of all that's happening, are not luxuries we often have now… and more so this month. It's back to back accelerations and expansion… lulls of rest/reprieve visit us when they can.
This May we are getting it, experientially, that every month this year brings the most concentrated change we can handle, that all of our Cosmic Guides are focused on the essentials of the moment. That we are called to embody and apply what we've just accomplished before we've had time to get comfy with it… and that keeping pace with change takes priority over familiar preference.
Old patterns flare, revise or leave. Beyond this there may not be (m)any consistent patterns to track this month, on the surface. The way that we notice when things are synchronistic, flowing, forced; where we witness how the physical patterns through our days, will swirl in the winds of change. We may get bristly with in moments...it's not easy for our Human to navigate life like this. AND it contradicts the fabulous early ways we learned to access some 5d from 3d. We have crossed to a different place on the bridge…. not so enamoured by glimmers of 5d in our 3d worlds. We are more smack in the center of 2 worlds, at the same time. And even the refusal of things to "shape up" into readable patterns, the friction we feel in that, is part of birthing New.
This May we make good use of the structural revisions from April, which allowed big increase in conscious flow. Now we realize how far we've come by expanding beyond what we knew. Using our fortified base and open channels, to let change flow through us… the most Graceful way to let
the Infinite (8) Light of the month
activate our Souls (5)
for Spiritual Authority on Earth (12/3).
The Light is bright, the change pace fast, with parts moving many directions at once. With this we will notice quick if we contract smaller than our current potential - the LIght of the infinite will burn. If we attach to how things are as they change, we are pulled off base. If we lock into one Human level direction, we are pulled into polarity.
When we stand on our New Foundations of Self and Let the Light flow through, we realize our emerging strength: that we are strong enough to birth something utterly fantastic, miraculous, new... along with the Soul satisfaction of knowing we are doing exactly what we came here to do.
Cosmic Numerology for the year 2019
This is a task, writing for a year which is New beyond what we've known. Our language, by design, works with previously established ideas. 2019, by design, takes us beyond what's been established. Hence our theme for the year, discovering and Creating beyond the limits we've known.
Its a 12/3 year and we have 12 months to explore New Creation potentials, each month, in a different way. We can see/feel progressions as more circular than linear now. Linear applies less and less all the "time". As we spiral up to the '12' level of Spiritual culmination, we work at the '3' level of Earth Creation. And the levels inform each other.
Here, '12' infuses '3' with Spiritual Maturity, with the High view of what Creation is for, how it actually works and serves. This refines the trajectory of Human Creation. We're accessing the vision to bring Human Creation back into alignment with Source Love.
This year infuses our Human/Soul desires with the pure Divine vision. Where we have been short sighted or one sided in Creating, we balance and expand. Last year's dual realm mastery work cleared space in our Human/Earth depths, brought back essential aspects of Soul, making us stable conduits for New Earth Light. To be steady through change going forward.
In 2019 we realize the power of our choice in new ways…. in the everyday. It is for us to choose, like never before, what reality we invest in. The one we invest in is the one that's (more) real. We've been working with this life principal for a while... now we demonstrate it with new power. We're no longer tasked with straddling lower and higher. This year we find bright polished Love that emboldens us to new roles. No longer interested in propping up what's failed… we let it time out. We see with fresh eyes where our energy investments do or don't Light up the New. Through the year, we draw on all that we mastered in 2018, honing our Creator abilities in every way… like the New frontier we came to be.
The "limits" in human/physical life that we assume will be there, loosen their grip through the year. Energy gives rise to matter…. our energy. This year we see in real time how our thoughts, feelings, desires, direct our reality of choice. The boundary between within and without dissolves.
Last year we moved through our depth shadow lands to ground our authority. This year we claim full ownership of all that we are, want, choose...to see it come alive around us, in real time.
As this new level Creating becomes real to our Human, it stirs a deep knowing/remembrance... that it's not that wild or strange. It's the experience of true Self and the Natural order of the Universe. We're just now coming back. I want to share something about the geometry I'm including, in line with what we're doing this year.
Aesthetically, I'm preferring digital sacred geometry. And doing it by hand is tedious. Because it needs to be so precise, imperfections are par. And tuning into the New year I wanted to use physical materials, have a slower Creative process. Leave space for it to be imperfect. What I found was surprise liberation in imperfection… a simple transcendence. Allowing what I don't like lights up and dissolves remaining judgment.
This is one of our features for 2019. The roots of separation based reality, ie fear and judgment, have been release. Our old human patterning won't vanish in a blink, but what held it in place is gone…. In that sense, we're complete. This geometry image isn't up to the standard of what I set out to do, and I share it in homage to all that we've liberated from.
On a more intentional note, for 2019, the triangle represents the '3' and our inner trinity, from which we practice Creating this year. The three triangles express the '9' of the year. each triangle is a 3, and there are 3 of them (3x3=9). The circle is the Unified '1'... our more complete center connecting us to the whole of Creation. The column through the middle is our vertical column connecting us from Cosmos to deep Earth... more substantial than ever. The column separates the '2' halves of the image. As the overall goal is bringing Source Light through to manifest in the dual realm.
Throughout this year, may we move with the fluid knowing that all is One. May we overflow with the Love of our inner trinity…. and proceed into New Creation as pillars of Love.
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